Throughout the past few years, I have grew up a little bit,

whenever I looked back the past of mine, I feel shame on myself, for letting down my friends, my family.

Honesty is the best technique to have a good relationship either in friendship or with family. But I used to have lies in the conversation. The wall of trust between my social break, and believe me, trust is hard to gain back once you realize the person is important.

Immature behaviours that all I did, had hurts the person who loved and care of me so much, and causes argument and trust broken.

Time do changes a person's mind. And yes, it applied on me.