In dreams, I am riding a pearl white horse running around the beach
In dreams, I knew swimming and swan with fishes
In dreams, I'm laying at fields and looking at the big and shining stars just in front of me
In dreams, I knew dance and dance romantically to celebrate our anniversary
In dreams, I am fair and nothing to worry about getting dark
In dreams, I lived in a place without rain or storms or sunny places
In dreams, I became sky diver.

In reality, I'm facing the computer and types all the dreams in words.

Oct 2016

Lately was being sensitive to my health. Swollen bumps on my neck, fluids from faeces, ohh i think just these two. Well, doesn't feel good especially overthinking. Hope everything is just well.

As to date, I am still stuck with the thesis. It is like a never ending 100m track. Am I tried my best? well, i am just too tired to handle all these things. Learning from knowing nothing about microwave, mass transfer and experimental stuffs to something to write in thesis. The learning process from this project is precious, from the communication with supervisors, obeying the orders, endurance for not giving up. I am happy I made this way far. This is very motivating! But, I am not interested in my master project as I studied it. Well, for the sake of the scholarship and the funding, what should I do as I doesn't want to add more burden to my parents' financial. However, I am glad that I didn't convert the project to a PhD.



logging off.

Nervous come from the mindset of worries. I am currently worry of my study. I'm so regretted for letting myself lost into games with my precious time. Well, i were happy nd overrelaxed while plying game. Please oh my Jesi don't let this happen again.

The place for learning how to ride a bicycle - Pulau Ubin

Today, I would like to tell the whole world proudly that "I can ride a bicycle"! I were surprised by friends of mine because couldn't ride a common bicycle even have grown up as a adult. Well, I couldn't help with it as my parents were too strict on protecting the safety of their children. And honestly, I can't swim too.

However, the boundary of the worries on my safety has narrow down since I have been apart from my parents for study or work. So I have to take good care of myself and be responsible on every acts and actions that I have.

This was the 5th times that I trying to ride a bicycle. Surprisingly, all the 5 times of bicycling were happened in Singapore. And today is the 3rd time bicycling in Pulau Ubin. I feel so confident to ride with the presence of my partner CMY because he is always caring if there is any possibility to be injured, so he always rides behind me to look after me.

For the 5th time, we increase the challenging level and decided to ride into the jungle in Pulau Ubin. The weather that day is very sunny, and I am thankful as it means the path is not slippery, as slippery path means dangerous during bicycling. A lot of stamina is require, but I doesn't qualify for the requirement. Through it was a tiring cycling but it was a very enjoyable riding.

CMY was shock when we passby a very tall and huge tree along the Pulau Ubin Tree Trail. It was like the "King" along the trail.

Other than bicycling track, there are a place in Pulau Ubin for walking to the observe the biodiversity of the jungle. It was in Check Jawa Wetland. We decided to go for a walk as we have enough bicycle riding.

 

The seas is in light green in colour, it was simply a reflection of the jungle. It will be better if could come at early morning, so that can enjoy a walk with less warm weather. 

Last but not least, I am always thankful to my CMY for accompanying me around.

道不同不相为谋

道不同不相为谋: 比喻意见或志趣不同的人就无法共事。

虽然才过了24年的青春，可是我已能体会到了这句话的意思。

不论是在爱情，工作还是生活，只要和别人有一样的目标，日子的确过的容易，简单和愉快。别为了不同目标而改变自己，因改的了一时改不了一世的。

而让我很庆幸的是，我“抓”到了有和我一样目标的另一半。我们拥有一样的学历，一样的工作知识。


你小心ho,我不会让你逃开我的手掌心的。

First Colleagues

There are no words to describe how lucky is my life be especially meeting all the colleagues in my first working environment. Others would say working in Singapore can be so torturing as the working pressure there is much greater than in other places. But I think communication skill has really played an important role on this issue. And of course, I communicate well with my colleagues. That is so important that all of them is very kind to share their experience and helping each other out. That is one of the most touching moment of mine, especially when these colleagues giving their expertise experiences, knowledge and encouragement. 

Through I left the company, but I am really glad I know all of them and they definitely will be in my head all the time.

Recent update

I have to concentrate more on what I suppose to do. Master ain't a honeymoon program.

Haha, guys, I am now a Master student enrolled in my previous university. Well, I still can't get myself really into the program, perhaps I have too much fun/relaxing time with my memories (during my degree).

Well, at least I learnt to cook (although sometimes the meals are quite fail), but I enjoy so much, especially on the foods I like, Petai. Not sure if you have heard of it, but that have been my favourite vege in since last year.

Nah, I really have to concentrate more. Concentrate CONCENTRATE!

Bye.

Review and learning from year 2013

Aa a soon to be graduate in the year 2012, I was excited looking forward for works, freedom, money that coming from year 2013.

And here comes the year 2013:
1) Patiently finding works that I love at the place where my bf working at. So that distance is not a problem between us anymore.
2) There are no replies from the job that I've applied and so I apply every job that I think I manage to get. *Unpatiently as I thought I will be unemploeyed forever ever.
3) Got an interview for the job that I've been desired for. (Whispering to myself that: "chehh, not that hard to find a job mahh"). But after the interview, I thought there is no chance to fet the job as the interviewer is so cruel and mean in everyway!
4) Got a super surprised confirmation from the company that I had my very bad interview experience, and I swear I will serve my work well and properly.
5) And then, I end up overtime till late night everyday (and I finally understanded the synonyms that others define:  "singapore life" = "no life")
6) Eventhough life is busy and have been rushing all the time, but thanks god I have a super understanding bf by my side to cheers me up. Home has been the most wonderful place to be in singapore.
7) When I find home is important, I miss my family and hometown very much! And I dislike the distances between singapore and kota kinabalu. And I find long distances relationship has no differences between couples and family.
8) Works are getting heavier, but when the moment I conquered and achieved the outcome, I sleep soundly and loud!
9) Accompanion is very important either at workplace or not at workplace. Time passed slow without them, knowledge couldnt gain as much without their sharings, and joys would not happens at time beings.
10) Home to workplace is far, and I find is quite useful technology at time being. Movies, games, fbs, instas all way long to home.
11) Everythings in singapore become affordable.
12) Life getting bored and busy
13) Always wondering things beyond current situations
14) Realized it was hard to make other decision because temptations of earning moneys is quite strong
15) and I have decided and no turning back for next year.

Short update:
Start a working adult life since 5 months ago

Having hard time as a fresh graduate

Taking mrt everyday to travel from north of sg to South of sg for work

Not enough sleep but enough eating too much meals

Colleagues are friendly and keen to help

Everyday looking forwars for qeekend to come

Nongshim

I found myself not that healthy as I have been eating so much instant noodle lately.  Well, this noodle is so me that I couldn't insists myself eating it again and again. (FYI, I'm not a big fan of instant noodle, because I had enough during my teenage time)

Another reason is maybe this noodle (Nongshim) is cheaper than that selling in malaysia. Maybe it is some sort of revenge perhaps.

The price of this noodle is higher than the maggi brand. But it is almost 2 times volume more and the mee is much more larger and Q-er.

Of course, it is better to pair it up with the korean traditional "kim-chi". Believe me, u won't feel regret on trying this. Yumm~~~